Cadi has had a difficult day and was not stable when I last talked to the vet (about 90 minutes ago). I have no words to express how worried and upset I am.
Things are different here in Montana. If this were Utah, I would have not left Cadi at the vet alone -- I would have stayed all day. But they are not used to owners like me here and I think I have to be careful not to push too hard. Right now, this is about Cadi and so her vet needs to be comfortable doing things her way. This leaves me feeling so out of touch and out of control -- in a panic really -- but this has to be about Cadi and not what is best for me.
I am very worried about her right now -- I wish I had better news. Please -- pray or chant or think good thoughts -- whatever you do.